spring time in the city

so today gave chicagoans one of the most prettiest days of the week. people were out doing everything except sitting in their homes. tomorrow promises to be another great day but it is too bad i will be spending most of the day in the office. hopefully the weekend will be just as nice. i guess it is a shame that i will be in the office the whole weekend as well.

until next time,

day off and fun time

so i am beginning to really appreciate how good a day off feels. didnt have to get of the bed until 10 and didnt leave the house until after 2. i really hope my day off tomorrow fares the same but i have a play to go to with the wonderful ms. jones. boy, i am a really lucky lady to have such a nice lady to be around. i have put into the universe my intention to see her tonight and i hope the universe responds correctly. i am so mad that i have that nasty chinese food today. i need to report them for having the worst food i have ever had. i hope kim likes it otherwise, it will be a waste of eleven dollars. i feel really good that the sallie mae loan stuff will be handled even though it is really going to break my pockets. it is just another step in the right direction. that is what i am going to tell myself. lets see...what else is there to say? i need to call arcenia and see what she is up to but i am not really interested in telephone conversations. what will i say? would i really sound interested? probably. i will just call her later, maybe. i would really like to drink tonight but it wont really make anything better. i need to read these library books but that is not interesting to me either. sometimes, i really feel like i need a car so i can get to places but even if i had a car, i would be way to lazy to get out the house. i am just really on a love jones. she is all i want to see, i want to be around right now and nothing else will quench my thirst......ummmmmm.....quench. i can really go for some good food right now, especially since my stomach hurts from that nasty food. guess that's it for now. until after law and order SVU.

moving up in the world

so i have made the plunge and bought myself a laptop. just for me. not for me and the significant other. one that i will be able to keep even after a relationship malfunction. what do i do now? i have checked out facebook (nothing really interesting there) and youtube. maybe i will start to enjoy the simple pleasures of not having a borrow a laptop or use the work computer sooner or later. for now, i am still trying to figure out what the hell i am supposed to do with all this excitement i created inside myself waiting for the day my laptop came. i am over it already. have i become so bored with everything that i cannot even enjoy the joys of a new toy? it seems like it. this post also seems like a rant that makes no sense. it doesnt but i still feel like typing. not really ready to call it a night although i know it will be the best option for me right now. i guess i am enjoying the laptop after all. or maybe i just enjoy how the keys feel under my hands. i bet if i had a blog, no one would read it. useless material is what i'm writing right now and i am honestly okay with it. maybe i should continue and see where it takes me. so many things to say, so little energy.


life on the north side is not so bad. people are not very friendly and it is too damn quiet. i bet you ten bucks the neighbors upstairs can hear me typing right now. lol. i feel sorry for my neighbors when i have company. but hey, why should i deny myself the pleasure? i will not. i refuse it. so what do i do with myself now? plenty of information to be obtained on the web. television shows that i am missing. but i still think of her. everyday and every night. i am such a lame.