so today i have realized that i take a lot of stuff and wonder later on, why? i need to just rid myself of things i feel are harmful but i sometimes feel like i enjoy the pleasure of pain. i use to pride myself on being drama free but i think i am the main source of it. what will it take for me to really grow up and realize that some things are just not for me. realize my true self and allow other people to realize it as well? i need something new right now but i honestly dont know what it is at the moment. maybe a weekend off of work will inspire me. or maybe a nice cold beer will do the trick. whatever it is, it needs to be realized quickly or else my mind will forever be clouded with what ifs and should haves.
until next time.....
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